she.

she's not a girl with a strong heart,

she's not a girl who kindly let her boy with another girl,

she's not a girl who can secretly keeps her jealousy in her heart, 

she's not so pretty like other girl does,

she doesn't walk like other girl does,

she doesn't make-up like other girl does,

she's too demanding,

she's not a good girl,

she's not as awesome like other girlfriend's does,

she's so serious with him,

she's a loser,

she's a girl that can't brighten up her boy's life,

she's a girl who wants her boy to accompany her every time,

she's a girl who can't stand for herself when she's sad,

she always need a shoulder to cry on,

she always waiting for her boy to say that meaningful word,

she always hoping for a smile that can make the day blissful,

she's mentally retarded,

she always try to make her boy happy,

she always try to keep the jealousy alone but she can't,

she's stupid,

she has nothing to proud of,

she's childish,

she cries in her heart,

but the boy won't know..

she only has a heart that can love her boy for eternally,

as long as her boy love her too.

and 'she' is me.

*please don't tell this or ask anything to him. i don't want him to know.

our relationship is now good, just want to let these out from this heart.

thank you.