random conversation .

Hello, good day eh? I read already SuAnn's comment on my previous post thru FB. She said :

" hana...

ur blog dun have commenting punya tempat so i comment here :)

i baru bace ur last post....

omg... so sweet.... :')

finally u declare ur love! (and it's so comel that you're keeping it from him ^^)

and pasal ur family, (i hope it's ok to talk bout this), i didn't know that ur parents divorced, i'm sorry to hear about it....

i feel so in awe that u grew up so independent, (i am budak bandar =.= very useless, naik bas pun tak reti) but i respect u so much :)

at least grewing up the way u did made u stronger and more of the person you are today.

a great friend, (and i'm sure a great future wife :P)

xoxo,

Su Ann "

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Hee,, first of all, thank you soo much SuAnn cuz you spent your time by reading that so-long story. :)

Actually you can comment on my post. Look at the footer. Can you see the 'LOL(s)' ? Just click on it and you can comment. I use pop-up window. :D

Hehe~ i dunno why am i confess it directly to you guys about 'him'. Malu jugak~ just want to let you guys know i really appreciate him for who he is. I don't tell him i make this blog. Can you keep this secret? Weehee~ :D

Oh! About my family, ahh.. tak kisah sangat laa~ Let bygones be bygones. :P

Actually, i lived in Ampang taw SuAnn. From i was born until twelve, i lived at Taman Dagang .  I'm absolutely sure you know SuAnn. Hehe~ kat flat buruk tu laa. ;)

Thanks SuAnn for the comment. I'm touched. :)

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Living in village is not so bad after all. For 12 years i'm a town kid, and starting from form 1, i'm village-ians. Now i live with my mama and my siblings at my grandma's house. On my school life, my friends always ask me why am i moving from town to village. That time, i feel ashamed to tell them that my parents already divorced. For some reason i answered " nenek aku tinggal sorang kat rumah, atuk dah meninggal. so mak aku nak jaga nenek aku. " Then, they ask again about my dad. I replied " dia kerja kat KL. so tinggal rumah asing2. " You know why i'm not telling them the main reason? Well, they will keep asking continuous question - it bothers me and somehow they will spread the news among them. So i decided not to tell them the truth. 

As time goes by, i realize the secret shudn't be a secret anymore. I don't care if you ask me many times, i get used to it. Sometimes i feel like, when i tell my stories to you guys, i hope that you get the main point. Like, I've told you about my parents, and i hope that for the future marriage of yours, please don't break up with your love ones. Think about other people, think about your children. Sedih kot,, I feel grateful that i can think positively. What if i born to be stupid, maybe i already die from suicide - thinking there's no bright future for me. Thank God i'm still here. In whatever situation you go through, always remember that you need to be strong. You're the architect of your life. If you plan better, you'll become success. :) 

Just now I've got message from him. Dia dah bertolak from Alor Star and maybe will arrive at Jalan Duta on 8pm. May your journey safe dear. :)

Off for now ~ take care guys. :D